Welcome to a
collection of my inner thoughts…

My Internal Thoughts

  • My Job Was Good Until It Wasn’t… 06.01.23

    What a day… Scratch that; what a week…. Just when I thought the work was good, I learned about a proposed team restructure that would move me and one other staff member to a brand-new team. I mean, not a whole new team, but pretty much new staff. And for what? Yes, the team will…

  • Self-Esteem Journal 05.31.23

    I felt good about myself when… I was proud of someone else when… Today was interestign because… Sincerely, My Internal Thoughts

  • Poem Entry 5.31.23 (Run…)

    Run fast, run far, run to where I need to be, Where do I need to be? Be present? Be outside of my head? Be physically aware? Aware of my capabilities? Aware of my worth?  Aware of what I have to offer others? Others can see my capabilities and what I can do, Do I…

  • Self-Esteem Journal 05.30.23

    Today I acomplished… I had a positive expereicne when… Something I did for someone… Sincerely, My Internal Thoughts

  • Poem Entry 05.30.23 (Progress/Improvement)

    I make progress and improve, yet I still can’t find my groove, in life, with others, and with myself, struggling to talk, to speak, to communicate, not loud enough, too loud, not clear, too fast, never enough, around and around my brain spins like a hamster wheel, Is what I said clear? Does it make…

  • Self-Esteem Journal 05.29.23

    Sincerely, My Internal Thoughts

  • Poem Entry 05.29.23 (Calm…One Day/Today)

    Calm as can be, Who am I kidding that’s not me, but one day it will be… My peer’s don’t know who I once was and who I am no longer… I am the person of today, not the child of yesterday, Why can’t I believe that? My mind does not match who I am…

  • Self-Esteem Journal 05.28.23

    Sincerely, My Internal Thoughts

  • Poem Entry 05.28.23, (Lost)

    Lost in my head, Can’t escape my own mind, Images flashing, amplifying the thoughts I can’t leave behind, Unsure of myself, asking am I enough? Enough for friends? Enough for family? Enough for myself? What is enough? Who decides? Me or the little boy stuck inside my mind Sincerely, My Internal Thoughts

  • My Mind and Me…

    This site is dedicated to giving my intrusive thoughts a place to rest outside of my mind. I strive to clear my mind of my old self and see myself as the person I am today, not the little kid lacking control. As I continue to grow, I look to change my distorted perception of…